themindofadreamer

Expression never quite unveils the pitter patter thoughts prevail Tempered myself on flames too pale But I remain, perfusion. Our bond is written, shades of grey I never know just how to say You move me in your life to stay But to what square, preclusion I wish you weren't so unaware with those who's life you'd like to share Can't you see it's all unfair? Separate, intrusion. I cherish you, my loyal friend Your warmth and mirth, my love, defend At times we must learn to append Modify, conclusion

Scar-bound heart quick with reaction Pinprick pain in strict compassion Green eyes engorged with jealous rage We were not meant to think this way Boys of winter, fading faintly Years gone by, and God, they’ve changed me Heart clasped tightly to your skin Lines diverging, paper thin Disillusioned, oxytocin Hopes and dreams and mixed emotions Glimpse of hope in light refracted Shadows played a man distracted Love entrenched and intertwined Warm breath, our body warmth divine Hand in hand, miles apart We’ll never finish, never start

To ponder upon the day-to-day dull-drum of today's depression, a drop of insight in the everlasting void of the visceral, vehement subconscious voice. A dagger I've come to call my own, twisting, relentless, into my bleeding hope. But, who better to dissect the tattered past, parsing no words, voice aimed point-blank, directly at your insecurities? Who better an expert witness to the jaw-dropping atrocities that we hold tightly in our blood-stained fist, when in the eyes of the jury we are acquitted beyond a shadow of a doubt. We cry ourselves to sleep with bedtime stories of places we have never been, people we will never know, and ridiculou

Greedy chains of corporate might Subconcious empty, haunting sleight Advertisement, infinite. We fill our voids with money spent. A world of trinkets, toys, and lies. Ignorance seems much more wise. A rose will blossom after frost. And sometimes hope cannot be lost. I hope tomorrow carries light, to put an end to woeful night. I hope you'll join me there to see. An end to corporate misery. When voices scream, and friends unite. Unity wins the final fight. Change can always have it's cost. And in this whirlwind lives are tossed. But like a phoenix we will rise. Our leaders surely hear our cries. Every hammer makes a dent. We slowly change our

Don't ever ask, or wonder why. Your eyes lit up, two fireflies. It hurts to know, it aches to lie. You're better off, in peace you'll die. Your life, untainted. Pure and neat. With greedy lips, your mind will eat. But some fruit spoils, bittersweet. Best not suckle Devil's teat. Inevitability's one cold bitch. As if you'd always stay like this. Man is bound to scratch his itch. Even though his flesh he'll miss. I tried to save you, this you know. It kills me softly, takes me slow. I wish life didn't hurt you so. I tried to make it white as snow. God forgive us, mercy me. Is it worth insanity? You left us here, our will set f

I have become that which I hate. I am the monster that I so vowed to never forgive. And what hurts me most, my unwilling heart. But force it so, you have. And I am forever void. Iuste iudex ultionis, Donum fac remissionis Ante diem rationis. It is from this river of hatred,so many sheep do drink. The Vile One, who chiseled my soul, too drinks from such a font. I remain a withered, dying sun. Amongst those who have long given their hearts up for lent. Preces meæ non sunt dignæ: Sed tu bonus fac benigne, Ne perenni cremer igne. It is from these words that ashes dance. The holy fire razes forth. And thus those deemed un

You can call this a rant, if you want to. But I think it little less than an anthem. You have lost all your dignity, my best friend, as your efforts of building some comes up quite short. And what will you do at this life-changing bend? Will you lie down and burn out or prove your retort? You can laugh at these words, if you want to. But I think that you'll see where I'm coming from. You once stoically taught me of patience. And here I've been tested, no limit to mine. But how will I give you another chance? When chances are raindrops that fall from the sky. You can try to shape up, if you want to. I think now that you see it, it

I want to die, I want to sing. And see what April showers bring. And weep all my paternal tears. We've lost touch throughout the years. I want to leave, and let this go. My love for you, you'll never know. Your middle finger said it all. As April showers ushered Fall. I want to fly, I want to soar. All of me I now abhor. I've come to hate this image too. It brings me back to thoughts of you. You've made my shadow twist and squirm. My sadness is a spreading germ. And now this poem will unveil. The coming of this tragic tale.

We are soft, like precious earth. And pained by our enormous girth. And plagued by our enormous plight. A candle lit, to stall the night. We are dumb, and wholly so. We weep at our excessive woe. And all we have, is all we see. It doesn't matter much to me. We are scared, and cautious yet. We build and burn our righteous debt. And through the years we prune and shear. Till all that's left is our old fears. We hope some day we'll learn to grow. Our hope is always last to go. And maybe if the timing's right. We'll love with all our heart's delight.

It is, by sheer ignorance, we grow. Through happenstance and misjudgment, we prosper in such blinding vibrance. Pecking like bulimic chicks at one vague and insurmountable worm. But I understand my prey. I look beyond eyes, through the soul. Despite all this, I remain human. Confidence and vain intact. My understanding, nothing, in the face of one thousand new conundrums. Enlightenment through ignorance.